Come for me, die for me, fight for me, fuck for me Come for me, die for me, fight for me, fuck for me You don't know what it's like living to the fullest free Come for me, come for me, come for me, come for me Try and keep up with the door shutting with the easy wind I've got all the words written in a letter I can't ever send Come for me, die for me, fight for me, fuck for me Come for me, die for me, fight for me, fuck for me Watch the devil's coming out to try and kill I've got the prescriptions and don't miss my pill I can't keep the thought out of my head But why do you disappear when I'm dead? The black, the dark, the light, the light It's out and I'm blind and it's taken flight Watch the wing span and fading time I can't stop commuting my crime It's the hell that's coming that I'm feeling I can't help but love the heat, it's appealing I feel sick with this bruised ego heart You've done nothing but tear me apart I can't write without my words changing I have everything in place, stop rearranging I have to lie to get me out of this one You know what I've done and done and done Only eight lines left to go and the worms fall Only eight days left and then that's all Can't stop hearing the screams and cries Only eight days left and everything dies Who will sacrifice for the greater good, you Fuck that, you know you're screaming blue The asthma take my breath, I'm wheezing Fuck I'm on the floor shaking and seizing Come for me, die for me, fight for me, fuck for me Come for me, die for me, fight for me, fuck for me You don't know what it's like living to the fullest free Come for me, come for me, come for me, come for me Try and keep up with the door shutting with the easy wind I've got all the words written in a letter I can't ever send Come for me, die for me, fight for me, fuck for me Come for me, die for me, fight for me, fuck for me

What will become of me and the aftermath of trauma? What the fuck is wrong with me and you and us and all the drama? I don't want to be told how to feel or how to cope I know I've finally gotten to the end of my fucking rope Why you mad when you said you don't care? Don't be sad when life isn't fair I can't keep calling you a mother fucking liar Finally found the finality I've been reaching The pusher pushing his prayers and preaching I know I repeat myself a lot and I'll repeat it again I don't give a fuck but where the fuck have you been Help me out I'm limping and I'm full of pain I don't care anymore I guess I'm going insane Every day I stop and I think about you It's been so long since I've seen you I hate that I never fucking see you I fucking miss you, I fucking miss you I hate not being with you, my obsession I try and stop but it's a lingering depression I speak in murder but it's because I can't have you It's my anger because I can't have you Unrequited love is the worse kinda sad I don't give fuck and I know that's bad Really need to understand what's going on inside Especially when I'm considering fucking suicide Not eternal but I will definitely have my day Stop trying to control me and tell me what to say Have I done enough, did I say the right thing? I know I'm coming hard like a fucking king Stop trying me, stop trying me, stop trying me Why can't you finally just leave me be? Please stay away, stay away forever please Stay awake forever, can't sleep forever please What will become of me and the aftermath of trauma? What the fuck is wrong with me and you and us and all the drama? I don't want to be told how to feel or how to cope I know I've finally gotten to the end of my fucking rope Why you mad when you said you don't care? Don't be sad when life isn't fair I can't keep calling you a mother fucking liar Finally found the finality I've been reaching The pusher pushing his prayers and preaching What will become of me and the aftermath of trauma? What the fuck is wrong with me and you and us and all the drama? I don't want to be told how to feel or how to cope I know I've finally gotten to the end of my fucking rope Why you mad when you said you don't care? Don't be sad when life isn't fair I can't keep calling you a mother fucking liar Finally found the finality I've been reaching The pusher pushing his prayers and preaching

What kind of a man am I, why do you ask? Am I the one with the voodoo mask? I'm not sure what you're really asking me Hold on a minute, now I'm not free What is a man like me doing here? What's in my heart that started my fear? Fuck, what's your problem tonight? I never understand why you're trying to fight What kind of a man has to count ten? What kind of man has to do it again And again, and again, and again, and again? One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten I think, I want I wanna, I gotta, I need to hunt Everything in my mind tonight Bitch you better get out my sight There's nothing left to say I don't like pay to play I'm a monster in a star I got lightning in a jar I got lightning in a jar I got lightning in a jar What kind of man doesn't feel joy? You're not a man you're a fucking boy I know you're black and blue, that's from you I'm tired of saying what I gotta do I think, I want I wanna, I gotta, I need to hunt Everything in my mind tonight Bitch you better get out my sight There's nothing left to say I don't like pay to play I'm a monster in a star I got lightning in a jar I got lightning in a jar I got lightning in a jar I hide in lines and words, you're dumb Bitch I really wish you'd make me come, come I wonder what it means words as weapons I think that's it, I'm finally done Bitch I'm coming, you better run All I know is you're gonna get some Okay I'm fine, but I wanna get numb Astronauts thrusting into the sun, sun I think, I want I wanna, I gotta, I need to hunt Everything in my mind tonight Bitch you better get out my sight There's nothing left to say I don't like pay to play I'm a monster in a star I got lightning in a jar I got lightning in a jar I got lightning in a jar I think, I want I wanna, I gotta, I need to hunt Everything in my mind tonight Bitch you better get out my sight There's nothing left to say I don't like pay to play I'm a monster in a star I got lightning in a jar I got lightning in a jar I got lightning in a jar (I got lightning in a jar I got lightning in a jar I got lightning in a jar I got lightning in a jar)

I can't breathe, help me in I know I'm full of sin But you can't help me understand I know, I know you, know you, give me a hand I can't breathe, help me, help me I know, I know, I can't fucking see But you can help me, help me get back I know I can't beat this panic attack I can't breathe, I can't breathe in I can't breathe, I can't breathe out Panic attack, panic attack panic attack, panic attack I don't think you have ever let me out I know you've had all your doubt Can't save me if I don't need to be saved I know, I know you think I'm so depraved I have begged and screamed for you I don't know what else I need to do I'm not doing this again with you I really wanted this to be different too Please protect and pray for plastic dice The devil decided to direct this dual price Bet your life away and discard any dead weight I know, I know I've been putting out a lot of hate I can't help how I feel with this ache and pain Down and worse and fucking proud and slain This is how I was left at your doorstep I know you tried your best I was always dark and cold and mean I just hid it well, was staying quiet and clean Stop trying to save me, stop trying to save me I'm stuck in and I can breathe free I don't need you, I don't want you I'm so lost and become forgotten from you I can't breathe, help me in I know I'm full of sin But you can't help me understand I know, I know you, know you, give me a hand I can't breathe, help me, help me I know, I know, I can't fucking see But you can help me, help me get back I know I can't beat this panic attack I can't breathe, I can't breathe in I can't breathe, I can't breathe out Panic attack, panic attack panic attack, panic attack I can't breathe, help me in I know I'm full of sin But you can't help me understand I know, I know you, know you, give me a hand I can't breathe, help me, help me I know, I know, I can't fucking see But you can help me, help me get back I know I can't beat this panic attack I can't breathe, I can't breathe in I can't breathe, I can't breathe out Panic attack, panic attack panic attack, panic attack (Panic attack, panic attack panic attack, panic attack)

I've been instructed to stop but I've got this left I don't really think that you've given your best The vision is coming in loud and clear I tried to help you and tell you my dear I'm fucking deaf and I can't fucking hear I'm going blind in darkness my biggest fear I don't feel alive without the festering pit Anxiety driven knot grips take the hit The cough is bad and it's getting worse No I can't stop, trying to out run the curse I'm on my knees and praying to the master Can you help me from the disaster? I'm on my knees the sacrificial lamb I don't fucking care about it, bitch god damn I'm on my knees and praying to the master Can you help me from the disaster? I'm on my knees the sacrificial lamb I don't fucking care about it, bitch god damn There's someone inside and trying to hide I thought I could tell you and try and confide But now I can see it you're not on my side The man I was is the man that died Now I'm stuck with this monster inside And all he talks about is fucking genocide So you can try again and try and be a liar The monster reminds me of the heat and the fire If you really think it you can be my desire So one more time and don't be the liar I'm tired of photos and the dusty old thought I can't even remember what fight was fought I just know that someone lied My heart fucking stopped and I know I died I couldn't stop talking and I know I was mad And then you made fun of me for being sad Not in that moment but my whole fucking life I told you all of it but I didn't know the price That's why I wear all these masks I won't forget again all of my tasks I'm on my knees and praying to the master Can you help me from the disaster? I'm on my knees the sacrificial lamb I don't fucking care about it, bitch god damn I'm on my knees and praying to the master Can you help me from the disaster? I'm on my knees the sacrificial lamb I don't fucking care about it, bitch god damn I'm on my knees and praying to the master Can you help me from the disaster? I'm on my knees the sacrificial lamb I don't fucking care about it, bitch god damn I'm on my knees and praying to the master Can you help me from the disaster? I'm on my knees the sacrificial lamb I don't fucking care about it, bitch god damn

Stupid mother fucker coming in my house Stupid mother fucker come in my house he said You living for the wrong one easier said than done, I'm dead Got the numbers on lock yep, got my man in red Stupid mother fucker coming in my house Stupid mother fucker coming in my house Stupid mother fucker come in my house he said You living for the wrong one easier said than done, I'm dead Got the numbers on lock yep, got my man in red Stupid mother fucker coming in my house Please forgive me for everything I do I know I don't deserve anyone like you The pastor paints his head on the pew The ghost of the girl gone before she's mine The more I think it was a matter of time I can't remember what the fuck's the next line Follow me I know a great place to hide I know you didn't want to take my side I know the truth and I know you lied I don't want to admit everything I've done I know I'm wrong, I can always run I know the father and I know the son Spin me around and fucking call me names I don't give a shit and I don't play games I know the true hell fire and flames The devil comes and he gave me the light The truth is easy when you trust the light Don't make me repeat it about the light I don't think that this is your night I'm running outside and I'm ready to fight Ripping the flesh with my teeth and the bite I'm breaking in I have to see you my dear Like a sociopath I've forgotten my fear Don't act like you didn't get my message loud and clear I know you think that you've seen me mad I know you think that I'm always mad What is better then bitter and sad? I wish you could tell me goodbye This way I could tell you I wish you'd die But all you can do is lie and lie Stupid mother fucker coming in my house Stupid mother fucker come in my house he said You living for the wrong one easier said than done, I'm dead Got the numbers on lock yep, got my man in red Stupid mother fucker coming in my house Stupid mother fucker coming in my house Stupid mother fucker come in my house he said You living for the wrong one easier said than done, I'm dead Got the numbers on lock yep, got my man in red Stupid mother fucker coming in my house Stupid mother fucker coming in my house Stupid mother fucker come in my house he said You living for the wrong one easier said than done, I'm dead Got the numbers on lock yep, got my man in red Stupid mother fucker coming in my house

I'm exhausted, I'm sleeping through the fire I know you lied, you're a mother fucking liar It's finally over and over and I really hurt her I'm exhausted and collapse from her murder I've decayed and died in true desire I swear I sewed the scar to believe Why are you always trying to leave? Why'd you come back to torment me? Why'd you come back to torture me? I put in for my guilty plea Please my dear, I'm fucking begging for you I can't figure this out, could you give me a clue? What the fuck do you want me to do? My favorite color is green, not fucking blue I really need you, I really need you There's no one else I can say is mine I don't want to waste anyone's time I'm afraid of heights but I'm going to climb Please baby I'm almost out of time Can you please tell me that you're going to be mine? I swear I sewed the scar to believe Why are you always trying to leave? Why'd you come back to torment me? Why'd you come back to torture me? I put in for my guilty plea Please my dear, I'm fucking begging for you I can't figure this out, could you give me a clue? What the fuck do you want me to do? My favorite color is green, not fucking blue I really need you, I really need you There's no one else I can say is mine I don't want to waste anyone's time I'm afraid of heights but I'm going to climb Please baby I'm almost out of time Can you please tell me that you're going to be mine? I'm exhausted, I'm sleeping through the fire I know you lied, you're a mother fucking liar It's finally over and over and I really hurt her I'm exhausted and collapse from her murder I've decayed and died in true desire I'm exhausted, I'm sleeping through the fire I know you lied, you're a mother fucking liar It's finally over and over and I really hurt her I'm exhausted and collapse from her murder I've decayed and died in true desire I'm exhausted, I'm sleeping through the fire I know you lied, you're a mother fucking liar It's finally over and over and I really hurt her I'm exhausted and collapse from her murder I've decayed and died in true desire I'm exhausted, I'm sleeping through the fire I know you lied, you're a mother fucking liar It's finally over and over and I really hurt her I'm exhausted and collapse from her murder I've decayed and died in true desire

The time spent alone is really getting to me I'm afraid, I'm disappearing drifting and I can't see Can I go outside? I'm starting to decay Can I have a way out and a way to stay God I see your face I finally have 111? Can you see the heaven in the 7x7? Kalli on my mind you can start the obsession Kalli tied up and so depart my depression Can you tell me what you really desire? Can you tell the truth, you stupid fucking liar? I want you to pay attention and look in my eye I'm not repeating myself again not even going to try I can help but disagree with your vision I don't even have a television Can you change the channel? I hate this one Can you turn it off before it's all fucking done? Can you feel the pressure and the friction? I really hate the television You have to turn it off, fucking turn it off The acid in my lungs is burning up my cough Black and blue my, favorite black and blue The eyes and hair, I'm fucking looking at you You've been the target for so fucking long I've never felt this it's so fucking strong I have the plan and I'm ready to go It's not easy living this low Alone with loss and devoid of light It's time to go, I've got to catch my flight I've decided to destroy the instructions Inside ignite and ignore my destruction Time for attack and time for the kill I've tried to stay silent be calm and I'm still I can help but disagree with your vision I don't even have a television Can you change the channel? I hate this one Can you turn it off before it's all fucking done? Can you feel the pressure and the friction? I really hate the television You have to turn it off, fucking turn it off The acid in my lungs is burning up my cough Wake up, go to sleep, do it again, fuck again When can I start? I've been waiting to begin I know all of it baby, all of your sin I know it's complicated, my head in a spin I need you to come over to show you the secret Can you be the one to remind of that shit? It's the blue eyes that's got me out of it Fucking sick inside the anxiety ridden pit You tell me it's easy and we have to be true You tell me you thought about it I thought about you I know you're texting, what do I wanna do? I want to give it all up and be with you Just like you said to come into the danger I have a shadow that's become a stranger I can't recognize myself in the reflection If someone else can please take this section I can help but disagree with your vision I don't even have a television Can you change the channel? I hate this one Can you turn it off before it's all fucking done? Can you feel the pressure and the friction? I really hate the television You have to turn it off, fucking turn it off The acid in my lungs is burning up my cough I can help but disagree with your vision I don't even have a television Can you change the channel? I hate this one Can you turn it off before it's all fucking done? Can you feel the pressure and the friction? I really hate the television You have to turn it off, fucking turn it off The acid in my lungs is burning up my cough Turn on the television to distract me from you It's not really worked, I see everyone in you You've become my obsession, it's simply you I know the world hates for me and you But I'm being pulled in your direction I can't help this growing erection I've been dismissed from my selection I still don't recognize this regressing reflection I know what to do, I have all the parts This is the beginning to the end of the starts I haven't even tasted you, hoarse before the cart I can promise you you have my whole heart Wake up, go to sleep, do it again, fuck again When can I start I've been waiting to begin I know all of it baby, all of your sin I know it's complicated, my head in a spin Television, television, television, television I've got the blurry fucked up vision If it's on television, then it must be true You'll be a star it's all about you Television, television, television, television Television, television Television, television, television, television I've got the blurry fucked up vision If it's on television, then it must be true You'll be a star it's all about you Television, television, television, television Television, television

You know I could've used you better if I knew But then again I wouldn't have had you My point about not having had the reason Then again it's never been about the meaning I can't remember the last time you said anything Shallow breaths and whispering you're nothing Happy new year, my dear I fucking miss you Happy new year again, I fucking love you Hidden from thought, hidden from sight Teeth are hurting from the bones and bite Tear it out it's another year that's gone Never been asked to sacrifice the pawn I can't explain that feeling I get Colors in person and pain in the hit It never makes sense and I hide in the name I stay inside because I feel the eyes of blame The muse kisses the forehead of the sick The whore kisses the end of the dick The pastor pays and prayed for the rich Scared and alone and left in the ditch You know I could've used you better if I knew But then again I wouldn't have had you My point about not having had the reason Then again it's never been about the meaning You think you had me but I've never been had I know the difference between the good and the bad You really think that I could've been had You know I'm crazy and you know I'm mad You know I could've used you better if I knew But then again I wouldn't have had you My point about not having had the reason Then again it's never been about the meaning You know I could've used you better if I knew But then again I wouldn't have had you My point about not having had the reason Then again it's never been about the meaning (You know I could've used you better if I knew But then again I wouldn't have had you My point about not having had the reason Then again it's never been about the meaning) You know I could've used you better if I knew But then again I wouldn't have had you My point about not having had the reason Then again it's never been about the meaning The meaning, the meaning The meaning, the meaning The meaning, the meaning The meaning

I don't have the time, I've got my own cross to bear I know, I know you told me that you'll never ever fucking care I should warn you that I never ever will fight you fair The disappearing act will always gain the public's fear I don't have the time I've got my own cross to bear I know, I know you told me that you'll never ever fucking care I don't have the time, I've got my own cross to bear I know, I know you told me that you'll never ever fucking care 13's I have to try and convince you that I'm the one 12 lines left and then I promise that I'll be done I know you think about me when you shut your eyes at night I know you hide it and fight it and put it out of sight Now I know you thought about it just like me I wish it all would end so I could finally be free Down to 7, am I getting in your head? 6 lines left them I'm going to be dead Took me months to stop thinking about you Got me screaming about the black and blue Took a week to open up the scar To be reminded of my favorite star It's my last one, I promise, but I won't be far I don't have the time, I've got my own cross to bear I know, I know you told me that you'll never ever fucking care I should warn you that I never ever will fight you fair The disappearing act will always gain the public's fear I don't have the time I've got my own cross to bear I know, I know you told me that you'll never ever fucking care I don't have the time, I've got my own cross to bear I know, I know you told me that you'll never ever fucking care

I keep trying to be better but without any luck I keep trying to watch my words but I'm stuck I want to do the right thing for once you know But when I say I wanna go, I wanna go You say you want to help me, you wanna save me But what about me do you think you can't see? I'm not good at hiding and holding it all in The savior saves in scripture, all serpents sin So much I'm slipping and sinning in the blood of the whore I'm drinking and praying and moaning for the Lord I know I'm coming, I'm going to come twice All in the name, in the name of the Christ My time has come and I'm awaiting the sign I'm alone trying to convince me I'm fine I chose this for me to protect me from you I keep hoping I'm going to wake up brand new No matter what the devil stays inside Even when I beg him to commit suicide He shakes the dice and tries for a six Mother fucker got me out here turning tricks My eyes are closing and I'm seeing red I know what you told me, I know what you said But they're all lies and I'm used to the liar I know you're standing too close to the fire But I've begged you to take one step back I can't breathe in the fucking panic attack I can't breathe out but I know you don't care I know I'm gone in the infinite stare The lows are low in my depression But when I'm manic you're my obsession Is not easy to be right in the unethical position Buy I've started and I'm fulfilling the mission Oh fuck I should've stopped but I've got these two I'll always go beyond the limits just to impress you I keep trying to be better but without any luck I keep trying to watch my words but I'm stuck I want to do the right thing for once you know But when I say I wanna go, I wanna go You say you want to help me, you wanna save me But what about me do you think you can't see? I'm not good at hiding and holding it all in The savior saves in scripture, all serpents sin So much I'm slipping and sinning in the blood of the whore I'm drinking and praying and moaning for the Lord I know I'm coming, I'm going to come twice All in the name, in the name of the Christ I keep trying to be better but without any luck I keep trying to watch my words but I'm stuck I want to do the right thing for once you know But when I say I wanna go, I wanna go You say you want to help me, you wanna save me But what about me do you think you can't see? I'm not good at hiding and holding it all in The savior saves in scripture, all serpents sin So much I'm slipping and sinning in the blood of the whore I'm drinking and praying and moaning for the Lord I know I'm coming, I'm going to come twice All in the name, in the name of the Christ I keep trying to be better but without any luck I keep trying to watch my words but I'm stuck I want to do the right thing for once you know But when I say I wanna go, I wanna go You say you want to help me, you wanna save me But what about me do you think you can't see? I'm not good at hiding and holding it all in The savior saves in scripture, all serpents sin So much I'm slipping and sinning in the blood of the whore I'm drinking and praying and moaning for the Lord I know I'm coming, I'm going to come twice All in the name, in the name of the Christ